Gosh the seminar I went was awesome! It's a three day intensive seminar at Expo by T Harv Eker. My.... I think he is easily better than most speakers or trainers I been before. His seminar is better than expected. The experience was great! And what many things I learnt. He got great money management tips for us. He can actually manage our own money with no cost at all. But the wealth created can be amazing. It just took a bit of effort once you get your pay to distribute to your money jars( I shall see if I want to share next time).

Wow, I got too many things to share, don't think I am able to express all these in this entry. Shall just share a bit of what is taught and more of what I felt and lesson learnt.

Managed to only catch the second and third day since I was working on the first day. Guess what, I met my one and only tutor years ago! What a small small world. Was with SH and friends when suddenly saw someone that looks like him.

Don't see me here still can smile like so happy. I was freaking scared that I keep chanting I am so afraid to my friends. I only pose for the camera to act happy can. Anyway we break the arrow without my hands hor! Don't see that our hands put there. Its just to adjust okay?




Shall describe my lesson learnt. Intially, my heart was racing. Really beating damn hard. Its excitement and thrill that keeps my heart racing. Also fear. I looked around. Yes, I saw many people successing. Also few people struggling. Like there area was damn red and the person was like so upset that it cannot break. Then it was my turn. Wanted to be the last at first, but thought that since I have to go anyway, heck care just go.

When I was there with googles on. And after taking the picture, I stared at Desmond the holder and whined pitifully that I am scared. After letting out my worries. I push myself forward letting the arrow against my neck area. Shit, it got to a point that I cannot move forward. And yes, there was pain. My mind was blank. Suddenly all else does not matter, how people looked at me was not important, how I will end up was not important, I just know one thing, I must break it no matter what. And I submit myself into the hands of Lord Jesus. I step firmly forward with all courage just like David and Goliath. The pain was real, but alas! The arrow broke! Wow, I was so happy, and we supposed to hug people around us as a symbol of celebration since it makes it memorable. And I was soooooooooooo happy.... oh so I mentioned that already. But I was really really really happy.



Then only I realised, in our life, we meet some obstacles. The pause cause us pain, caused us misery. Three choices: to move on or to move back and try again or move back and give up totally. We get to choose. Its our choice.

If we give up, we will regret it in the future and thinking that I should at least try. But if I move back and try again. I suffer again the pain over and over again yet still not able to complete my task. But if I will to move forward and not stop and push against all odds no matter what, I succeed. And the feeling is GREAT! Really great. Its really when you experience it than you understand. The sweetness of success.

Here are some pictures unfortunately did not manage to take a picture of SH.

Kelvin in action and completion.

My broken arrow, with the fear removed

This is how she looks now at 62 years old.

This was how she looked when she was young.

Scary huh? Make people think that she is not human...


But as I read on, it states that she actually is doing a beauty business which is still in the preparation stage. Boy, guess the number of customers she will get once its launched. The paper also states that she eats something but refuse to disclose what the secret ingredient is. Know what it reminds me of? A movie I watched by the name of Dumplings starring Miriam Yueng who feeds on human foetus in a dumplings to regain her youth to seduce back her husband. She later became addicted to eating human beings of 2 months old foetus and eventually her own baby.

Back to what I was saying, Yin Tze reveals that she wakes up as early as 6.30am and never sleeps after midnight. She exercises 3 hours everyday and eats only fresh fruits and totally avoid food with perservatives ( I really wonder how she gets her food when the market is food with perservatives). She totally avoid anti-aging products with placents. Useful tips huh? So fruits really do works wonders. I better get back to eating them.

Ever consider how a seed grow? As the saying goes, "you can count the number of seeds in the apple, but not the number of apples in the seed".

This is actually from Rev Joe Purcell, but I adapted it not only working in the way of the Lord but also in our daily lives.

As a seed, it needs to be planted into the soil. The word is planted, in bible sense, it actually means to have someone preach the word or oneself mediating the word of God. In this way, it can be planted in our heart. Ever consider the trees in Botanic garden? Many visitors come to admire the trees and plants planted there. Yet you hardly hear people going to the forest to admire the trees. Thus in earthy sense, lets say you want something, but you need to do something to get that thing you want. Things don't just happen the way you without doing anything.

Next, it needs to be germinated, therefore you got to water it. Take it that you got to meditate upon the word in the area you want to achieve. Meditation is just thinking about something, we all know how to do that but we use it in the area of worry. Meditating on the word of God cause faith to come, and faith give rest. In earthy sense, of course it means that continuing in doing the area of a certain harvest that you wish to achieve.

Finally, the seed germinate and you see first the blade than the leaves. Consider the way of a mustard seed and you see three charactistics.

First, there is a period of time that it appears nothing is happening. Imagine the way of the mustard seed. It is less than an inch size but when it is fully grown, allows the birds of the air to perched onto it. Just as our life, what we labouring at, may look very small, maybe you want to lose weight, each day you still look the same though you exercise and eat less, but slowly and slowly you are going on the path of the way you want to look. Maybe you done something, but you do not see the results, therefore you feel like giving up. But persevere, and you will see the fruit of your labour. In spiritual sense, it means keep meditating on the word of the lord. Nothing may seen to happen in your circumstances, but behold, the day will come to the perfect day.

Another characteristic is that a seed is small and deceptive in its appearance. Consider a seed and a tree. Say the California Redwood tree, the seed is so small about less that 1/6 of an inch, but grown to be about 112m height andd 3 m in diameter, the tallest tree on earth. They look totally different and you cannot imagine how it look if you never seen one. Just like in our daily lives, the things you do, seems so small, it seems you can never get the way out to the path that you want. But, you are actually working towards your goal. In spiritual sense, mediatating on the word of God seems so insignificant and wasting time, but you never know the power it brings to your circumstances.

Lastly, a seed has to be planted before anything happens. A seed has no power if it is not planted. The same goes to the area of your life. Without doing anything, nothing gets done.

After disappearing for such a long time, finally gain back the feeling of penning my thoughts in a leisure way. When you have lighten away your burdens, you have more time to do the things you like, express the things you always wanted, but never got the chance.