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「 Greatly Blessed, Highly Favoured, Deeply Loved 9:30 AM 」
Towards the end of the day everyone suddenly began to give me work. Silvia wanted me to scan some images just when Pat was talking to me. Pat wanted her to ask nicely. She looked a bit sad but was delighted when I cover her. I said that she always asked nicely. Somehow seeing someone who treat me well happy makes me happy too. Its only recently that I realised seeing others happy can make myself happy too.
Think I was too paranoid with my prolonged flow of menstruation. When it started again, I thought it's best to consult a gynaelogist. Bro was supposed to go with me at first, but since he got work at night, I went myself. I didn't like to visit doctors myself. I remembered when I was sick he was always there for me last time. Anyway, after walking through the various clinics in Chong Pang, all are men. That clinic is already my last resort. So I went in as its suppposed to be a woman's clinic. When I see the doctor, he seemed to give me that feeling that he thought I was perfectly fine. He thought that I looked alright and said that it is just hormone imbalance like what that doctor said. He further explained that the pills are supposed to be taken as a course and cannot stop till the course is over. He answered all my enquires and took a blood pressure test for me. He even laughed and said that my blood pressure is so good and most likely it just hormone problem. He did warn that if I was still not allright for the next month then I need to do a scan.
「 Greatly Blessed, Highly Favoured, Deeply Loved 7:37 AM 」
I don't know what is wrong with me. I had continuous flow of menstratution for about 27 days! It is really too shocking for everyone to know. Fortunately, its not very heavy. Its only some days which is quite bad. I didn't want to go to the doctor at first. Until I realise it had been 25 days and began to feel weak. I had slight giddiness today. I took half a day leave to see the polyclinic doctor. Fortunately or unfortunately, the doctor never really give me comments. After pressing some parts of my stomach and asked me whether its painful. Later I was told what medicine she will prescribe me and advise me to return if anything happens. She said that it might be some hormone imbalance.
I was just thinking maybe I felt some pain when she press my stomach. But since its not that hurting, I said that it doesn't hurt. Anyway, I suppose I shall eat my medicine and consult a gynae if I still don't get well.
Lastyly, thank god that nothing big happen this time round. Amen.
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
「 Greatly Blessed, Highly Favoured, Deeply Loved 12:22 AM 」
I broke my stirrer spoon this morning... Its supposed to go along with my cutie cup. I regret letting it hang along with my cup even though I don't have a need for it recently. If I had not bring it along to the pantry, it will not be broken. I felt sad for the loss. I wonder if this is trying to implicate something to me. I suppose part and parcel is part of life.
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I am a child in a woman's body. Not many people know or realise that. I can be childish at times. And only those who really cared for me accept who I really am. More often than not, these people also has a child in them. But its only now then I realise I never treasure those people.
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I was assigned by Sze Wee to collect a book from the ACM. Initially he never mention where is that place so I thought it was from the resource centre. Never did I expect its from ACM which is at Raffles Place. I didn't know I can claim the transport fee until Nora told me when I came back. But it was too late as I never kept the receipt or stuff like that. Anyway, I saw a lot of kids at ACM. Frankly speaking I really did not have much interests in the arts. I thought these places are for those small children who got nowwhere to go but such educational places. I took a couple of pictures there though.
The moment Ken passed me the book, I was like, "ouch...so heavy" in my heart. The bloody book was so heavy. I got to hold it in two hands. The sun was really very strong too. Its making my eyes hurt. Suddenly felt like having a pair of sunglasses. My hands got wobbly after struggling back. I hope they don't need such heavy books next time....sigh...
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I searched the whole of my bag, drawers, table only to realised that I had lost the security pass. When I called Keith about it, he asked me to double check before we meet at the security room. Eventually, i ended up at the security room. An interesting thing happen there. Keith suddenly asked the guard to show the courtyard. A couple was sitting on the floor and putting their books on the bench. Then they began kissing. The funny guard actually zoom in from behind. I find it so hilarious. The guy was still looking around to check whether there are anyone without knowing that we are happily looking at them. I just felt that in the board daylight, should not keep kissing. If one or two kiss is alright on the cheeks. But theirs is....aiyo. Just felt its unsightly. Want to kiss go home and kiss la.
Anyway, when I was tidying my desk before going home, I saw something under my keyboard. Damn...its my security pass.
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When I was shopping with V, I realised the security alarm will ring whenever I passed them. Its only then I realised its the fault of the pass. Shit what should I do man... Its either I tolerate the stares I got when I enter a store or I don't shop at all...
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geesh...i having a backache sitting on this stiff stupid office chair.
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
「 Greatly Blessed, Highly Favoured, Deeply Loved 11:53 AM 」
I finally got my dream phone! k750i. Though not w800i, I thought the quality is good enough.. so happy...
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I just felt very blessed today. I must say I am in very high spirits. Met Ashlyn for breakfast as usual. Met Diana on my way to work. Going to have my dream phone.Everything seems so fine. Thank god for all the blessings. Amen.
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I am looking forward to next week's special service with LZ. I always have this dilemma as to whether to join my dad to my paternal grandmother's grave. Its tough being the only Christian in the family. They just don't understand my situation. They felt it is unfillial not to burn incense to my grandparents. Even my aunt lectures me on not going that time. My dad asked me to go to the grave that time. But I said I going to church. He sounded a little angry and commanded me not to go but join him for the visiting of later grandmother. Fortunately that time I escaped that because my brother got work. This time, he commanded me to go again. Surprisingly, when I say I going to salon, he didn't say anything. He only asked my brother to join him. I know I cannot escape praying to my ancestors so I really want to seek advice from LZ's pastor.
When I came back today, my brother and father just exchanged their handphones. They were both very happy with their new exchanged phones. My dad prefer the larger buttons of my bro. I teased my dad for not exchanging with me since his is a camera phone while my phone have large buttons too. He laughed for the first time. I seldom see him smile. Its a funny feeling. But I always fear that if there are happy times, there will always be unhappy times, just like last time. So I hold back my feelings. I just commented that I am only joking.
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Friday, June 09, 2006
「 Greatly Blessed, Highly Favoured, Deeply Loved 5:26 AM 」
I just created a new website for my days at Singapore Arts Museum...
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006
「 Greatly Blessed, Highly Favoured, Deeply Loved 9:16 AM 」
Its my third day of work. I was totally bored at work until Silvia got me to do some work. In order to scan an image, I borrowed a book from the library. Upon returning,I wandered around the galleries. They are named as 1.5,1.6,2.5,2.6 etc. For the Fiction@Love, the images and artworks are so different from the others. They are very cute, simple and yet special. I just felt so happy looking at them (perhaps I get to wander around during office hours). I found one particular exhibition scary. There is this room which is slightly dark, the ceiling had many dolls hung in a inverted manner. Due to the lightings, the shadows are casted on one side of the room. They exuded an eerie feeling.
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Didn't realise today is a special day- 06.06.06 until I saw the news. It will be the next hundred years before it appeared. This is the day where many couples got married and gave birth to children. It is the date chinese believed to be auspicious (liu liu da shun).
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Tuesday, June 06, 2006
「 Greatly Blessed, Highly Favoured, Deeply Loved 11:41 AM 」
I nearly wanted to doze of while reading that MuseumPlus manual while trying to figure out how it actually works when Kristine came to sit beside me. She will be here for a week. She is a half American and half Chinese who grows up in SIngapore. However, she still has American accent. Her grandfather is one of SAM's greatest donors by the name of Liu Kang. He had many art works ranging from sceneries to nudities and humans. I didn't even bother to browse through the art works in the begining because I thought they had no relevance to me. But interestingly, I found myself curious about what my this friend's grandfather would paint.
Pat treated us to drink some drinks at the resturant at SAM. Meanwhile, we are briefed of what the organisation is about. Actually the things said I already know. So I was basically there to enjoy the atmosphere and to do some chit chatting. On our way back, Keith stopped me to take a photo of me using his handphone. Pat didn't seemed to be happy though. Keith said that it was for email account only after she walked away with Kristine. I was a bit worried she would have the wrong impression because earlier a male intern came to ask me to scan his plan for him. He happened to chit chat with me while I am scanning. Unfortunately, I think Pat never see me scanning that document.
We later followed Victoria to Kong Chow Kui Woon( A chinese gallery) to collect some seals by a late artist. It is said that one seal worth about half a million dollars and is fomerly sold to LKY. Frankly speaking, I wasn't that interested in whose works it is until Victoria told me its worth. When I stepped into that mall. I thought it looked pretty much like a temple to me. Old and dull. The seals are wrapped in tissue papers kept in a box! It gave me the impression that the seals don't cost that much.
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Begin to chat with Mingjie for the first time. I always wanted to chat to her initially because she is the other tempory staff over there. Before I headed home, I really feel like having someone to chat to. So I just began to ask her some questions and we without noticing, we chatted for around half an hour. Concidentally, she lived at Khatib thereby its just the way home for us.
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I managed to catch around 15 minutes of My Wife is 18. Towards the ending there is this statement I found quite interesting. "If two persons have feelings for each other, their brains will produce a type of hormones thereby causing your heartbeat to race".
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Out shopping with V, Winnie and her boyfriend. Managed to get an eye mask. I always have problems getting to sleep recently. Its either I think the room is not dark enough or the stupid clock is too noisy ticking away.
We catch X Men in the late afternoon. I usually don't watch such action movies but my bro said it was very hilarious and also got box office no. 2. At first I thought the whole show is about X Men fighting evil forces right from the beginning. Actually its about how this group of people realise that they are mutated when they are young and fighting against the cure for it. They have extraordinary powers. Jane is able to read people's mind in the show. It reminded me that at a point of time when I was in Secondary school I hope I would have such kind of power. Its only now that I don't really bother what others thought of me. In other sense, I can more or less sense what they are thinking based on their body language and gestures as well as how they speak.
The ending is quite sad though, never expect Wolferine to kill Jane.
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Saturday, June 03, 2006
「 Greatly Blessed, Highly Favoured, Deeply Loved 1:34 AM 」
The working environment is quite nice, I always thought the pantry is an important place to judge the overall environment. They got a soft comfy sofa in the lovely pantry. Cups were always provided. A pity they only have coffee. My department is under the SAM/ Collections. My position is a curatorial assistant. Hmm... sounds quite fun actually, its better than admin officer.
In the office, the higher your position, the higher your barrier and the more expensive is your chair. Oh well, mine is half the height of others. Keith brought me to meet the other colleagues at the other wing. Some seem friendly enough for me to have lunch with, yet they are situated too far from me. In my office, the people are those with big names- directors, managers, senior exhibitor, haiz. One thing I should be really thankful about- I HAVE INTERNET ACCESS!.
When I thought that no one is going to help me to understand the work procedure, Vic came along and teach me all the tasks I am responsible for. I am certainly very gladful for it because in the working life not many would want to transfer their knowledge to you.
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