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I reckoned I wasn't exactly a happy person until I went poly. Its only during poly life that I begin to find joy in life. I wasn't a Christian then. So my happiness peaks and dips. Somehow, I feel lonely even when I have people around me. I changed dating parthers and boyfriends thinking that it would won't make me so lonely. I would say that being in a relationship can make one feel lonlier then before in one extent or the other. As in your mood depends on the relationship with your boyfriend, when there is a quarrel, even if a abalone is placed under your nose, you always don't feel happy. Sounds familiar? Okay, okay, exotic ice cream for the girls? Freedom really makes one much happier. Examples like dressing anyway you like, putting on different make-up. All these you cannot do in secondary schools. I still remember when I hear "make-up" sessions during secondary school I would always feel excited for a second thinking it is the real make-up sessions.
Having said that, of course there is joy in being in a relationship. Like so many sweet memories you will collate in your mind subconsciously. Sometimes, these memories are pleasant to think back of once in a while. At least you know you are once in love with a person. I begin to realise that if I am in a relationship, I would tend to spend most of my spare time(anytime that is not work or school) with my bf. I find this very bad. I mean I now realised what really will make me happy. It is accomplishment or in the process of striving for a goal. These things I usually won't think of doing if I am too comfortable in the accompany of a bf. Its the sense of satisfaction upon completing certain stuff. Either that when you learnt a new skill. Compared to being in a relationship where you learn nothing but quarrel whole day long frustrating oneself. Of course its a different story if my bf is one who has the same sense of satisfaction as I felt and shares similar interests that our time spent together results in meaningful experience.
Most importantly, I stay happy by trusting in The One. I love You because You first loved me. Loving is when no matter what I do, You will always be there to support me showing me love and concern. I really thank You for your wonderful presence.
Oh yeah, I sings songs to cheer myself up at times of distress or tiredness. Sing what songs ah? THis lo...
Hiding Place
Words and Music by Michael Ledner
You are my hiding place You always fill my heart With songs of deliverance Whenever I am afraid I will trust in You
I will trust in You Let the weak say I am strong In the strength of the Lord
You are my hiding place You always fill my heart With songs of deliverance Whenever I am afraid I will trust in You
I will trust in You Let the weak say I am strong In the strength of the Lord I will trust in You
I only know how to sing simple English songs. Don't ask me sing Chinese songs, I will just quote the last word of each sentence. Haha... Stay happy with me ok my friends?
Note: Oh this is so funny... think a lot of people mistaken my post. I said it is in the past that I changed bf. Now I am happy and complete even without a bf. As I had said to ZH, I am in love with God so much more that man's love cannot satisfy me now. In other words, I am single yet unavailable. Haha...
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